It had been 4 months since my fiancee had dumped me. Â It had been almost a year since I had performed on stage and I was feeling…anxious when I found out I was going to get to stand on stage again. Â I had all but forgotten that rush that you get 5 minutes before the curtain goes up. Â Although it probably didn’t help that I was sitting in the pit, waiting to climb up a ladder in nothing but a long skirt, a skullcap, and a large piece of cold jewelry resting against my bare chest. Â I remember when I first found out that I would have to be shirtless was during our read through, and the young man playing our Louis read his line “The Prime Minister is naked!” Â My reaction was to stop the read through cold by saying “Excuse me…what?” Â That was also the day that I started on a diet and started going to the gym 4 times a week. Â I want to say there’s no correlation, but who are we kidding?
I have loved every single cast that I have ever worked with, but for me personally, this was special because it was the show that brought me back to life after a crushing year. Â I felt…alive again. Â These wonderful people, some of whom I’ve worked with and some I had just met, but I had never been so thankful for people welcoming me back. Â Sure, I was anxious, wracked with doubt, I hadn’t slept in almost a week, and I was naked from the waist up. Â But I relished every minute of it because it was the first real breath of air that I had taken in quite a while.
